Losing a close friend to cancer when you live on the opposite side of the planet is hard, losing a friend when you are trying to stay sober is harder. Red wine, vodka all of my best drinks were here enticing me into the dark hole. Then a drunk friend with worse sobriety issues shows up like a message from the universe.
To my friends. Thank you.
Folding, unfolding
Veiling, unveiling
Desire, restraint
Falling off the pink cloud
Biology of change, changing your mind and your cells.
Many years of struggling with weight, mental health issues, self esteem issues. I hit the few months before turning 30 and started to realise that things needed to change.
I had to be proud of me, instead of seeking external approval. Strangely after all of these changes, there is an external ripple. Many are looking in the mirror after seeing a change in the biggest craziest party girl from constantly drunk to sober.
Still having an amazing time, just drinking top shelf mocktails instead.
Yes, I still dance and party til’ late. Same girl, better attitude.
More self love.
It was simple, it made me unhappy, so I stopped 